I Hate Myself (내가 싫다)

It's been a while since I last posted something. Been busy with work lately. But when I heard about K.Will releasing a new song, his comeback song after a year or so, I got pretty excited.

Anyway, the song is about this guy who still loves this girl even after they have broken up. I'm sure a lot of people can relate to the song. I heard K.Will got pretty emotional while recording this song. The song had powerful words by itself, and K.Will adding his soulful rendition to the song just makes it even better.

Credits and disclaimers are listed below

내가 싫다 (naega silhda)

I Hate Myself

케이윌 (K.Will)

니가 사준 지갑 속을 채우고

niga sajun jigab sogeul chaeugo

I fill the wallet you bought for me
니가 가던 식당을 예약하고

niga gadeon shigdangeul yeyaghago

I make a reservation at the restaurant you used to go
니가 앉던 자리에 니가 아닌 다른 사람과

niga andeon jalie niga anin dareun saramgwa

Sitting where you used to sit is someone else

어색하게 대화를 주고받는 나

eosaeghage daehwareul jugobaneun na

With whom I’m having an awkward conversation

너랑 했던 웃긴 얘길 또 하고

neorang haetdeon utgin yaegil tto hago

I tell the funny stories I used to tell you

기계처럼 했던 얘길 또 하고

gigyecheoreom haetdeon yaegil tto hago

Like a machine, I keep telling the same thing again
겉으로는 웃지만 보기보단 즐겁지 않아

geoteuroneun utjiman bogibodan jeulgeoji anha

On the outside, I smile but on the inside it’s not the same
그 사람이 자꾸만 너로 보여서

geu sarami jakkuman neoro boyeoseo

As I keep seeing you when I look at her

말도 안되게 딴 사람을 만나고

maldo andoege ttan sarameul mannago

It’s ridiculous to meet someone else
말도 안되게 딴 사람을 사랑해봐

maldo andoege ttan sarameul saranghaebwa

Ridiculous to try and love somebody else
내 사랑은 너 너 하나뿐인데

nae sarang-eun neo neo hanappuninde

When you’re the only one I love
니가 아닌 사람과 웃고 있는 내가 싫다

niga anin saramgwa utgo itneun naega shilda

I hate myself for smiling at other people instead of you

니가 좋아하던 곳에 들러서

niga johahadeon gose deureoseo

I stop by the place you liked
니가 좋아하던 옷을 고르고

niga johahadeon oseul goreugo

I pick out the clothes you used to like
니가 아닌 사람의 생일을 축하해주는 나

niga anin saram-ui saeng-ileul chughahaejuneun na

I celebrate the birthday of someone else instead of yours
내가 봐도 내 모습이 참 우스워

naega bwado nae moseub-i cham useuwo

Even I think I look funny

말도 안되게 딴 사람을 만나고

maldo andoege ttan sarameul mannago

It’s ridiculous to meet someone else
말도 안되게 딴 사람을 사랑해봐

maldo andoege ttan sarameul saranghaebwa

Ridiculous to try and love somebody else
내 사랑은 너 너 하나뿐인데

nae sarang-eun neo neo hanappuninde

When you’re the only one I love
니가 아닌 사람과 웃고 있는 내가 싫다

niga anin saramgwa utgo itneun naega shilda

I hate myself for smiling at other people instead of you

내 속에서 눈물이 나는데

nae sog-eseo nunmuri naneunde

Tears are coming from within me, but
다른 사람 앞에서 멀쩡한 척 웃고 있는 걸

dareun saram apeseo meoljjeonghan cheog utgo itneun geol

In front of other people I smile and pretend to be okay
이런 내 자신이 이토록 비겁한 내 자신이

ireon nae jashin-i itorog bigeobhan nae jashin-i

This is me, the coward that I am
질릴 만큼 미치도록 싫은데

jiril mankeum michidorog shileunde

I hate myself so much, it drives me crazy

돌아와 너 내겐 니가 필요해

dorawa neo naegen niga pil-yohae

Come back to me, I need you
미쳤다 해도 너 아니면 안될 것 같아

michyeotda haedo neo animyeon andoel geot gat-a

It seems crazy but I can’t go on without you
내 가슴이 널 못 잊겠다는데

nae gaseum-i neol mot ikgetdaneunde

My heart will never forget you
아직도 내 마음속에 사는 니가

ajikdo nae ma-eumsog-e saneun niga

You’re still the one my heart lives for

보고 싶다

bogo shipda
I miss you

Let me not forget to thank my source/s for the lyrics above. Cheers for his come back! ^-^

For the Hangul--> http://www.mnet.com/track/2686601

To the following: they helped me (however unknowingly) in making sense of all the translations out there :)

http://allaboutkwill.wordpress.com/2012/01/30/20120131-k-will-i-hate-myself-digital-single/
http://www.popgasa.com/2012/01/kwill-i-hate-myself.html






p.s.
If there is any corrections with the lyrics, kindly leave me a message and i'll try to make the necessary corrections a.s.a.p.


p.s.2
No copyright infringement intended.
I do not own the lyrics above. All rights go to their respective owners 


p.s.3
I tried my very best in translating the song (with the help of those I credited above). If I didn't do so well, my apologies. Nevertheless, enjoy! ^^;


p.s.4
Give proper credit :)